What lies ahead for me? I wish I could get someday of Sunshine. But, seems so unlikely. I remain a burden to my children. My finances leave a lot to be desired.
If the aching in my back and legs can find a happy medium with the severity of pain, then, I feel I can survive on my own. The pain is excruciating. I want a pain pill for those times when I can’t sleep or walk comfortably.
Soon I will have an appointment with Pain Specialist, and find an end to this depressing feeling of hopeless.